happy underage people

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Yeaps, second day of the busy week. I cant blog much, got training in around half an hour time & i still gotta bath & stuff. Anyway i will blog more sometime soon ~ Gosh -.- i still haven redo my blog 100%, there's still stuff needed to do. & i need money, god where are you, haha z.

Monday, November 10, 2008

SURPRISE ? HAHA~ i haven posted anything in ages. My blog is as real as dinosaurs,
maybe a t-rex -.-
Somehow i just wanted to change & redid my blog & in during that process, a tragedy occur.
I DELETED MY TEMPLATES IN ACCIDENT, what was worse was that i saved the 'new' template ._.
I had to redo my whole bloggy & not to mention adding links one by one, what a dread that was. It took hours & it almost seemed endless, somehow i managed to survive through the dinosaur period z. Trust me, it took fucking long . & now i only got few hours sleep till my supposed to wakeup time. I have to wake up for basketball match, gonna be tiring day & did i mention that its held at yishun ? I live in eunos, meet they guys in tampines & travel to yishun & back. i wonder what distance that would be.
Anyway, my blog is almost done, i'll just leave the rest to some other time but there's still good news. Since i already redid my blog, i would be blogging frequently again. Unless god may forbid & i die sometime soon. Im not ready to die yet lord.
Tmr comfirm will be a tiring day & that's just one day. This is one of the worst energy-consuming weeks ever. Monday, basketball match at yishun. Tuesday, basketball training in school. Wed,Thurs,Fri all chalet. & i get the job it would be worse. Well, its better to be busy than bored to death. Let's just hope i would last the week, ha-ha-ha -.-

Sunday, March 23, 2008

"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)"

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Saturday, March 22, 2008

haven blog in a long time ; u all should know
its u & wat u hav done tt made me blog again
somehow i cant explain it ; bt u broke my heart badly
all those promises ; u lied & cheated me ; i cant believe i fell for u
i cant explain hw much sadness my heart is filled nw
my heart isn;t in one piece anymore ; neither is it in two
its in many million pieces ; unable to be whole again
all ty to u ; i trusted u with all my heart
its was open to u ; for u to love or break
& u choose to fill it up with lies & promises & break it
u leave without sayin goodbye ; u leave with another guy
everyone noes im nt tt kind who cries ; even in relationships
yet u make me wanna cry ; fuck all this shit
i dunno y u did tt bt its hurts soo damn badly
i noe im gonna be depressed for a long time ; i needed u soo badly
yet u left me all alone without warnin ; im heartbroken
those nights i wait up for u ; those promises made
all useless now ; fuck them ; cos u dun seem to care anymore
u dun care bout me ; dun care bout our promises
& there ain't any us anymore ; its jus ur life & mine ; two different paths
ppl tell me nt to fall for u ; nt to trust u ; yet i did nt listen
i believed u would'nt lie to me ; i was soo damn wrong
by ur side forever ? ha ; wat a big fuckin lie tt was
all those fights ; u hurt me soo bad ; bt its nth compared
to wat u hav done now ; i nw u dun care even though i do
everyone who noes would say ur totally a bitch
walkin away with another guy without warning
without notice ; without any goodbyes
u used me ; u played my heart lyk a toy ; i was a fool
to trust u ; to miss u ; to love you ; was all part of ur plan ?
to play with me & hav a change of heart & find a new guy ?
to u ; i may be nth nw ; bt to me ur nt
even though u hurt me soo much ; it still shows i love you
wtf ? y am i still lovin u after all this ? for wat ?
i dunno y ; bt its true ; even if i dun wanna hav to do anything to do with u anymore
tt fact remains lyk i said before ; i keep my promises unlyk u
i dun lie when i said ily ; unlyk u ; it was jus a moment of fun is it ?
yea my bros warned me ; i didn't listen ; if only i had
i began to wonder ; u hav changed soo much huhs ; y hmms ?
i noe this wont go on ; bt this love still lingers around
ur gone ; im nt ; im still here lyk i told u before
u left me ; im all alone ; fuck all those lies u made to me
pcb ; wat am i to u ? think bout it ; did u really mean wat u said before ?
if u really did ; y did u hav a suddden change of heart ?
ur tellin me ; one could change their heart so quickly ?
y wont u pickup my class ? ur afraid to talk to me after wat u hav done ?
or u jus dun wanna face up to reality ; u wanna deny wat u dun wan to accept ?
life ain't lyk tt bitch ; if u done smt ; face up to it ; dun leave
the other party hangin around ; waitin for u endlessly
i dunno wat to do nw ; my heart is all gone
y did i trust u ? y did i love u ? y did i do all tt ?!
fuck ; im such a fool to hav trusted u ; i cried
this love continues even though u hurt me so bad
i wan this to end bt it cant seem to end at all
wats wrong with u ? y did u hav to do tt ? u spared no feelings for me ?
i hav nv felt this hurt before ; nv ; u broke the record ; congrats on tt
i nv love somenoe tt much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i nv trusted someone soo much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i nv had my heart so broken before ; nv ; u broke tt record too ; congrats on tt
i hav nv missed someoe soo much before ; nv ; u broke tt record ; congrats on tt
i dunno hw im gonna move on ; its hard w/o u ; seems unreal
maybe ; if u still do realise ; i would be still waitin for u
i dunno ; bt tt hurt u caused would leave a scar ; in me forever ; ty for tt
all these pain & hurt ; all caused by u ; only u ; seems soo unreal

for nw i dunno y ; im still waitin for ur answer ; hais):

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Brendan & Pauliine ♥
160807
forever & more
wo ai ni

wo ai ni yong yuan
bu hui gai bian de
yong yuan zai yi qi

'BDON'

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

hihi
todae was ermerms
boring ? tirin ?
i think ive got a zero for my chinese
cos i did not do the test zzz
i wan retest lla ; i wan zzzzzzzz

todae booby damn irratatin
the guy with big boobs & fuckin short
he keep kpkb ; act lyk dunno wat
xia lan face ; cs giv ppl pawn only
pool giv ppl pawn ; still at first say
i dun play with noobs ; then in the end
lose lyk wat ; loser laa fucker
who i love is not for u to come out a
cock & bull story ; about she not being real
cos she is ; she is even more chio than ur gf
so get a life short ass dude ; stop makin
comments bout things ; wanna talk about
racial harmony ; its u fucking japanese came
& killed ppl ; so dun giv a fuck about ur comments
about the past ; future ; or present when its not TRUE
watever with ur sign ; kepp shakin ; till
my patience runs out ; no more chances

do u love me like i do ? do u mean wat u say ?
is it all true ? cos my feelings for u is real ;
do u ?

'BDON'

Monday, August 13, 2007

hihi
hmmms
sorrt of lyk nv blog in ages
did'nt feel lyk
but now im all okays agains
hahahahha
okayokay
daryl ; i did not noe u read my blog
actually alot of ppl reads my blog
they keep askin why i nv post or somethin
related to my posts
werid ; how come ppl noe i start
bloggin again when i did it
quietly ; hahaha
its a gd thing anyways

ehh daryl ; i DUN LIKE HER ~
if i lie to u ; no girl would ever wan to stead with me
i will always be rejected ; no girlfriends
i PROMISE ; with my heart
hahahahahaha
really ; cos its true
SOME FUCKER SAYS I LIKE HER
HIS NAME IS ***
ONLY THREE LETTERS : SOO EASY GUESS
i dun really bother ; cos his a fucker
involvin things he is not even in
askin ppl to shut up when he is
supposed to be the one doin it
crappness ; he is not wat he used to be
i lyk no longer no him anymore ;
his a real fucker & a jerk now
i already said i lyk someone else
& u have to come up with a cock & bull
story of some stupid imaginary girl
or somethin lyk tt ; even givin her a name
fucks ur brains ; u lyked who u said i do
u lyk her ; still push to other ppl
u lyk her dun dare admit ; still say other
ppl lyk her when they dun even okays
im not the first u said to lyk her when its not true
another u said was your own frend
watever happens ; u would get wat u deserve
one dae ; sometyme ; somewhere
unless ..

its all true ; i dun lyk her ; its someone else
some ppl can say watever u wan ; but its ur
imagination ; i cant control it ; all i got to
say right now tt she is not in springfield
tts all fuckers tt comment on my life
get urs fucked up + upsidedown + 360
or watever way u wan ; but u have no right
to judge me ; not even a teacher can ; so u
better dun ; all it shows how u live ur childhood
how ur lovely parents taught u ow to live the way
of life the right way ; i guess tts for u to think
think about fuckers ; cos i mean it

i didn;t even slept last night ; its dumbasss thinkin
but i tried ; i cant; due to thinkin of u all night
its stupid to do on a night on a exam ; but it cant
be control ; i wanted to sleep ; but didnt really mind
the tiredness cos u were on my mind all night
someday i would tell u who is it
its commin really soon ; jus wait for me

'BDON'